I fought the ugly cry
off and on all day today
not because I’m hormonal
or because I was disqualified as mom of the year due to the fact
that in one day
earlier in the week son#1 was busted twice for STRAIGHT UP lying to his momma
or because the other, shorter son got busted drawing anatomically correct mermaids
FOR HEAVEN’S SAKE!
those are reasons for another post
or maybe not.
I fought the ugly cry today
all day
because
it’s FRIDAY…
Easter has always been special to me
as the eldest of three girls
I would help momma
round up the family for our annual Easter Sunday best family photo
now our best may not have been boutique or designer best
but it was our best just the same
I vividly remember gathering
with the sisters
posing in front of whatever was in bloom in our yard at the time
smiling for the camera
just before loading up and heading to church
to hear of our RISEN SAVIOR
the Easter bunny wasn’t a big deal at our house
a few Sixlets, a chocolate bunny and a handful of jelly beans
was just fine
after church we’d have momma’s family over for Easter lunch
music, egg hunts, and lots of laughter
always fun
Easter then, was special
Easter now,
is so much more
today
is Friday
when Jesus,
my Savior
was beaten. mocked. spat on. FORSAKEN, left alone.
CRUCIFIED.
for me.
my sins
my lies
irritability
temper
greed
gossip
poor stewardship
my betrayal.
but guess what
“Sunday’s a comin'”
and I’m so full
so overflowing
with GRATITUDE
RELENTLESS GRATITUDE
for a SAVIOR
that loved me
then
and
now.
for the Shepherd that saved this lost sheep
THANK YOU, Father
for FORGIVING me
of the times I have denied you as Peter did
for the times I have betrayed you as Judas did
FATHER THANK YOU
for walking to Calvary
for me
for yielding Your Spirit,
dying.
for me.
I will PRAISE YOU
as long as I have breath
THANK YOU, Father
for the HOPE & promise
that though
‘it’s Friday…. Sunday’s a comin’ “
HALLELUYAH
SUNDAY’S A COMIN’ !
are you ready???
Great post! Love reading all your post! Thanks for the reminder…..Sunday came! Praise The Lord Sunday came!!!!!
You are an awesome mother…it’s a learning process. If you weren’t a good mom, you wouldn’t correct it! But you did! It is OK! They are wonderful children!!! I know I’ve said it before, but I am blessed to have a friend like you and I hope you know how much I love you! Sorry I was a little bit of a Debbie Downer yesterday…fighting hormones, life, and tad of depression…but like you said Sunday it a comin’!!!! very inspirational! Praise His Holy Name! When you meet him, Karmen, He will say “Well done, my good and faithful servant!”